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Acknowledgments ix -- Prologue 1 -- ONE Conversion and Heresy 5 -- TWO The Ancient Enemy : Melancholia 61 -- THREE This Body of Death 91 -- FOUR The Leaden Order of Things : Marriage and Work 133 -- FIVE Toward a Personal Creed 179 -- SIX Spinoza and the Stars 207 -- SEVEN Freedom : Love and the Indwelling Christ 231 -- Notes 279 -- Works Cited 305 -- Index 313